Wonder as I wander...

Even though I didn’t want my tumblog to be a journal-journal, I do however

have thoughts

and this is a  certainly a place I can put them,

so here we go:

I will try to keep it brief.

Things are changing, and even though life sometimes feels like it moves painfully slow,

I have to admit (recluctantly) that life is , in fact,  constantly evolving.

err, rapidly evolving.

Just recently, I’ve come to understand this concept: 

there is something to learn/beautiful about everyday.

Late much? Yes, I know. But I have a hard time believing my subconscious…

Anywhoos,

I’ve been ever more focused on my job(s) (or the PR aspect of it), and I have noticed a weakening of sorts when it comes to how much energy I give  to my vocation(s).

This is the difficult part.

This is where I often run into trouble…

This is how I can find myself so close to 30 and not much closer to my goals

(some of which, I must admit, are ridiculous AND impossible).

This is the proverbial “shooting in the foot” that I am so used to doing.

I continue to convince myself that there isn’t enough time/energy in each day to acheive my (realistic) goals.

This is simply untrue.

 I do lack enthusiasm, but mostly, I lack fearlessness.

FEAR is a lie I just need to stop believing.

Hopefully soon, I’ll get right back on the train…

So I’ve been here before.

And while I was here, much was changed/improved.

Also, a LOT of time was wasted.

So here I am.again. With a LOT less time.

Alas, I try to figure this life thing out through my writing, thoughts, what have you.

There is a creative side to me, and as much as I try to get it out in my everyday life, I still need a place to collect these things.

I have other blogs, I have other places, but this is NEW(er)…

Either way, I am here, and don’t take anything I say too seriously unless it speaks to you, in which case, do with it what you will.

I’m on a new path and for the first time in a long time, I want to pinch myself because of what’s to come.