The tides of change…
Even though I didn’t want my tumblog to be a journal-journal, I do however
have thoughts
and this is a certainly a place I can put them,
so here we go:
I will try to keep it brief.
Things are changing, and even though life sometimes feels like it moves painfully slow,
I have to admit (recluctantly) that life is , in fact, constantly evolving.
err, rapidly evolving.
Just recently, I’ve come to understand this concept:
there is something to learn/beautiful about everyday.
Late much? Yes, I know. But I have a hard time believing my subconscious…
Anywhoos,
I’ve been ever more focused on my job(s) (or the PR aspect of it), and I have noticed a weakening of sorts when it comes to how much energy I give to my vocation(s).
This is the difficult part.
This is where I often run into trouble…
This is how I can find myself so close to 30 and not much closer to my goals
(some of which, I must admit, are ridiculous AND impossible).
This is the proverbial “shooting in the foot” that I am so used to doing.
I continue to convince myself that there isn’t enough time/energy in each day to acheive my (realistic) goals.
This is simply untrue.
I do lack enthusiasm, but mostly, I lack fearlessness.
FEAR is a lie I just need to stop believing.
Hopefully soon, I’ll get right back on the train…
